It had been a while since I had update my blog. Reasons were because I am lazy and I don't really had much things to post. 

As usual, went to school today. Suddenly, I felt that I am repeating things everyday. I felt that I am a boring guy. What shall I do? I really don't know. Everyday went to school study then went home straight after school? This is unlike me. I should be those who loved going out. I can't have a life like a geek. 

When I look into the mirror. Sean somehow said things correctly. I seems to have lost the spark in my eyes. My face didn't really shows that I am happy. Why is this happening to me? This is kinda bullshit! 

I had seems to be lost. How am I going to get my way back? Oh my god. 

Things are changing too fast that I didn't have the ability to adapt so fast. Am I the one who is lagging? Living in my own world? I really can't made myself happy. WHY! 

I can't have good rest at night. Dreams keep on appearing. Those dreams were like nonsense! I don't know why I will always dream? I just want to have a nice rest and prepare for tomorrow journey.

Sean Sean Sean, He had guess it correctly. I had lost the spark in my eyes.

I am wondering who will bring me back?