天啊！我肥惨啦~

现在的我已90kg啦！好难想像我在乱吃，我就会变成以前的我。好恐怖哦！

所以，现在开始我真的要减肥咯！我不希望有人看见我时说，嗨！胖子或肥仔！

黄凯翔啊黄凯翔不要变成以前的你啊！加油！

ENDING就放我的偶像的照片吧！罗志祥！

帅惨啦！

衰惨啦！

早上和爸去四马路吃早餐回家在路上出了意外，幸好我跟爸都没事！谢天谢地啦~

衰惨啦！是不是？

这是第一个车祸发生在我。吓惨啦！

今天没什么心情所以就写道这吧！ ENDING还是要放我的照片！

我回来啦！

一眨眼考试也考完啦！这次的考试让我肥了不少。是时候减肥啦！现在的我胖惨了！好像一只猪哦！

现在正在享受假期。多数的朋友和雄的都在做工，可是我类？却在家里享受。哈哈！就快要变宅男咯！

很快的2010又要过了，时间也过的太快了吧？ 希望我可以上POLY.

ENDING就放一张我的照片吧！

怎样？帅惨啦！：X

will be back after my O.

Wondering I would update this blog.

I doubt so.

Going for FIFA final?

I am not sure but it sounds interesting to me. However, the next day I would be having my Oral. So, I don't think that I am going to watch it.

ORAL ORAL ORAL!

I AM SICK

Real SICK!

Del,Me and Ryan

Had fun at Del's restaurant! :D

FUN

Dined at Del's restaurant. :D

Hair cut

After school went to plaza Kimage to have my hair cut. I think it was a successful one? However, I think I had grow fatter. It's time to control my diet yeah?

Stupid June holidays, made people fat only! :@

Went for tuition at 7pm, interesting tuition I had with my friends. Reached home quickly went to bath and eat dinner.

I'm going to pack my bag and soon head off to bed! :)

Not really sure if tomorrow I'm going for the concert Esparanza? If I'm tired, I would stay at home and finish up all my work!

Friday, Dinner with Del and Ryan! :D

12 July 2010, that's the date.

Dear Kenneth,

It's coming...

School

1 month of June holidays is coming to an end at 12 am. Alright, what I had did for this holiday? Let me see...

I did some revision and I think now I had forgotten everything.

Tomorrow is the first day of term three. Would I be able to concentrate without Mrs. Yap nagging and reminding me at all times? Would this Maths teacher be as motherly as Mrs. Yap? I don't know. I really hate Mrs. Yap leaving the school. She is like a mother to me and I shared a lot of feelings for her. I always told her what I am thinking, she would always smile back to me and tell me I can do it. She is indeed a great teacher.

She told me before leaving,

"anything you can always look up for Mr. Lim."

As usual, if I'm feeling troubled. I would find Mr. Lim but he also have his own students to attend to. Oh dear, why are all these happening in my last year of school? I must really leave here. I cannot let Mrs. Yap down!!

Dear Kenneth,

You better do what you suppose to do! I WARN YOU!

No photo

Morning woke up and organized my homework as I'm passing it on Monday. 1 more day and school is reopening. I hope I would be able to absorb more in school and stop day dreaming. I cannot afford to let anyone who have faith in me doing well disappointed.

As Mrs. Yap had told me, during term 3. I had to be on my top form and get ready for prelims and stuffs.

Oral is approaching real soon. I hope I'm ready for it. Come on, Kenneth! you can do it! :)

All the best!!

Went to grandma's house to eat dinner. I had noticed that recently I'm eating too much meat. So ya, it's time to cut down on meat and meals! :)

Dear Kenneth,

Get yourself prepared! :)

24/6/2010

When I was using my phone, as I scrolled down the calendar. I told myself, I left with 4 more months? Like I expected, June holidays will end in no time and here comes July.

July, there would be many things for me to do. First thing first, Ordinary Level Oral Examination for both languages!

I hope I would be able to do well and get a distinction for it! I hope that by now, I'm more confident than before yeah? :D

I really need to communicate with Weiqi & co as most of the times they are speaking English. Although at times, my pronunciation sucks but ya. No choice! :(

I'm still left with English and some part of POA? Tomorrow I really need to organize everything. If not I wouldn't know what I had done. All those papers are like lying around in my room. So tomorrow I shall organize my stuffs and get myself prepared for school which is starting real soon! :)

Dear Kenneth,

Once again, you are getting the momentum. All you needed was time! :D

Sunburn

:)

I'm suffering from sunburn! Top part of my shoulder and arms hurt but it's okay. I shall be tan after this! I'm not longer a white boiled chicken! LOL! :)

Update later...

Tired..

sad

Zaizai, I wish you were here with me. :(

I'm sad. I'm really sad. The girl I love had gone for holidays and not coming back anymore. I hope she will take care of herself. She is out of my life now. Everything she did are like illusions to me.

Hope tomorrow Sentosa trip, I would be happy!

I wanted thanks Ryan, Delwin and Seraphina for drinking with me. Thanks Sera for lending me Delwin to drink with me. :) When I'm down, 3 of you were there for me. I really appreciate it a lot. When 3 of you are sad, just give me a call. I will try to make you all happy! :D

I would just be back to my old Kenneth yeah! :D HOHO! Although it's hard. I know I can. I will be STRONG!

Dear Kenneth,
Treat everything were just a illusion. She wasn't meant for you. You had try your best but it didn't turn out well. Don't be sad. Move on with your life! :D You will be stronger and stronger!! :D

Painting

Zaizai sey!~

Spent my whole day painting my living room. From Grey to Lily White. It wasn't a easy job but it looks like it's easy. I'm so tiring. I guess tonight I will have a good rest since I'm so tired. :D

Tomorrow morning paint another half of the living room and afternoon time, I think I'm meeting Ryan to buy clothes for Sentosa outing? I don't know. I just know that I go there and show off my fats while others like them are there to attracts babes! Isn't it a sad thing for me?

One day, Fir and I going to have 6 pacs and we will be like walking on the beach half naked and then a bunch of gays came running towards us. Oh wait, that's a wrong thinking. -.-"

Anyway, I just hope myself would get a little more tan and burn off my bloody fats! :( FATS, I hate you! I need to get rid of you! But I just ate Macdonald for dinner. I'm feeling so guilty now. Seriously, shouldn't had eat that much la. Any kind hearted souls would like to volunteer themselves to remind me not to eat so much? I would greatly appreciate it! :D

Overall, today was a great day for me yeah. Although whole day painting and there wasn't any news. So, no news equal to good news yeah? HOHO! :D

I think I'm posting too much. It's getting naggy. Okay, end here.

I miss you,

hey! It's not you. IT"S ZAIZAI! :D

Dear Kenneth,

Go ahead and ask it! Don't be afraid yeah? Come'on buddy! :D

Sleeping early

I shall upload every photo of ZaiZai and me for each post until I used up all! :D

Today whole day busy shifting house furniture. I guess Saturday I need to paint my house living room. Oh no.. It's going to be very tiring, but since I'm having my holidays. I shall help out!

Alright, somehow I started to miss ZAIZAI!

ZAIZAIZAIZAIZAIZAIZAIZAIZAIZAI!!! ZAI!!! Opps!

Dear Kenneth,

A brand new one. :D

Nice day

It's so hard to get a dog to look at the camera la!!

Okay, today had K session with Mummy and co. I really did enjoy myself. The part where we pick the Korean songs, all of us went into high mode and started dancing. Oh my god.

Especially, G-dragon Heartbreaker! The part where his dance step was like running on spot? That's was funniest! :D

Overall, today was a great day! :D

Dear Kenneth,

Nice day yeah? :)

Maybe I should visit to Weiye's house more often to see ZAIZAI!! :D

My past

I viewed my blog's archive, I went back to the post where I first started. My post was really childish. :)

From the picture 2007- 2010. I did suspect if I had went for plastic surgery?

I'm growing up! :)

End of this year, I would summarize the whole Secondary life of mine. From sec 1 all the way to sec 5. Those people who impacted me and stuffs. :)

Dear Kenneth,
People come and go. :)

New blogskin

Changed new blog skin. I have to keep everything to myself, there isn't a need to share. Disappointment is what I got. So ya, let myself live in my fantasy than reality. I got 2 more weeks to run away from reality, maybe I shouldn't run. I should just face it. Oh whatever it is, let me live in my own world where everything are in the way I wanted yeah? :D

Thanks.

Dear Kenneth,

Sarcasm

I had a chat with this particular person on MSN and this person made me panic while answering. -.-"

I want a hat and shade badly. I'm now lazy to style my hair as it's not long enough and it causes many pimple. SO I want to go out wearing a hat and shade will do. So simple!! :D

but currently I got no money! how sad yeah? I'm so going to find money to buy ! :(

maybe if mummy got spare money, she would be me hat and shades. :(

Dear Kenneth,

Go-go-go! :)

intensive lessons continues tomorrow~ oh oh oh.

Alright, I guess I'm done with all my homeworks? I found out that my chemistry is really weak! I seriously need a tutor ASAP. If not, I don't think I would be able to make it for my 'O'!

In short, I still need to put in a lot of effort in all my subjects!

I always tell myself that I'm left with a few more months but my mind isn't pushing me that hard. This is the stress, I'm able to feel it now. I'm worried about my studies yet I'm not putting in enough effort!

I think I really need my mind to tell my whole being to start working hard!!

Dear Kenneth,

YOU MUST WORK HARD!

31 May 2010

Mother Tongue is out of my subjects for the time being. It's time I focus on my Sciences and other subjects. I will work hard this June. By term 3, I must be at my top form! :)

Nowadays, I don't really have the mood to post anything. I just can't thought of anything to post now.

I shouldn't had eat KFC in the afternoon, now my face pop out a new pimple. Oh no, ji sad. :(

Okay, my English still sucks. Poor English. sometimes I even know can I pass my O level!

Anyway, I got to remind myself to work hard! :D

Dear Kenneth,

NO SLACKING! :@

MT O papers

Tomorrow will be the first "O" mother tongue papers. I don't know what to revise but I will try my best tomorrow. Like mother told me before, "Take a deep breath and do your best, outcome is not the most important but the effort."

I had my June's holidays schedule planned nicely. STUDY! :)

Dear Kenneth,

You will graduated this year! :D

SHOW

This guy over here really inspired me very much. From a normal person and now a great superstar. All his hard work paid off.

After I watched his concert live, I'm more inspired.

I will always use him as an example for me to follow. I shall apply this attitude in my studies. June is approaching. I'm all ready, no time to play.

PRELIMS. I'm so going to own you with all my might. I shall put everything aside. I need to make Mrs. Yap and Mummy proud! :)

To my dear mummy,

I'm not very stressed. Sometimes I gave a frustrated face because I was thinking about how am I going to study for this year. Don't worry so much about me, your boy here had already grown up. No worries, I will not do anything stupid. Trust me, I will go beyond my limit for my studies this time round. Last but no least, I love you. You are the most precious woman in my life. :)

Mrs. Yap,

Thanks for doing so much for our class. You had given us your motherly care and now I shall show you what I can do for my studies. I shall make you proud. No matter what, I will, can and must! This June, I promise to work hard. :) I hope you will always remember me. :)

Mr. Lim,

It had been 5 years. Since Secondary 3, I always look for you whenever I'm troubled and thanks for all the advice. I really appreciated very much and I'm glad that Fajar had such a nice teacher. You watched me grow up during these 5 years. You once told me, "Success in on the way, hold on."

This motivated me very much. I will hold on until the very last paper of mine. From a fat boy and now a tall boy. I shall not disappoint you. :)

Ms. Cheong,

I will do well for POA. I won't let you down. :) Trust me because I'm Kenneth Huang Kaixiang :)

I'm going to work hard this June. My dear 5A1, I hope all of you have the same mindset as mine. Work hard, Make Mrs. Yap and those people who loves us PROUD! :P

Dear Kenneth,

You have grown up. :')

Herbal tea

Thanks for the Herbal tea, You will be remembered for life. :)

STUDY HARD!

DEAR KENNETH,

YOU WILL BE IMPROVING!! :P

Sick

Oh, runny nose and Sore throat. Oh no.

Mock exams filled the schedule this week. :)

Dear Kenneth,

Get well soon! :P

Wake up!

Collected back our papers for checking.

English- C6 (more work is needed)

Maths- B3 (disappointing)

Sciences- D7 (嫩)

POA- B3 (not too bad)

Chinese- B4 (more work is needed)

HU- F9 (expected)

I was so disappointed with my Maths results, I let Mrs. Yap down. So sorry, I must work hard for Prelims! I don't know where gone wrong, I just screwed the paper. :(

A Sciences tutor is a must! This is the first time I'm failing SCIENCES! OH NO!

I need to work hard for my MT now! Secure A2 or A1 then I will have more time for other subjects. This whole week we will be having Mother Tongue Mock papers. I'm sure I will be so sick to see hall again.

My body being to feel weird, I think I might be falling sick soon. Sore throat, sneezing. WOW. What's next? I can't afford to fall sick now!

I was so lucky to pass my English Composition. Seriously, my English sucks. No choice. More work is needed!!

Main Aim, Do well for O's! :) This is my last few months in Fajar! So, I shall work hard. GOGOGO!!

Dear Kenneth,

Don't lost faith. You will do it. YOU MUST DO IT! Don't disappoint any of the people who has hopes on you. You might be struggling for these few months but all these will pay off soon. You won't want to be looking at your result slip and cried like a baby. So you better work hard!! You are not going to let anyone affect you because you have been through many things. You won't fall. Keep going, Success is waiting for you ! GO!

Found this on Facebook,

You will know that you love someone when you want her to be happy, even if that means you are not part of her happiness. :)

EXAMS!

Stressed. a few more papers to go.
I can predict i will fail all my papers. This would be the worst year in my secondary school life.

I had lost interest in Physics.

I'm lost.

Dear Kenneth,

Don't feel bad.

HEARTBREAKER

Out of the blue, addicted to G-Dragon Heart Breaker. :)

Dear Kenneth,
Keep going! :D

Exams

Exams Week!
Stress for all subjects. Mid year will really reflect how much I had learn for this 5 months. :)

Dear Kenneth, Study this weekend and play the weekend. You must succeed! :)

Tomorrow I'm gonna re-memorize the 30 phrases again!

STUDY! :D

Dear Kenneth,

Time is seriously running out! You must STUDY now! :)

I rather be the one with heavy heart. :)

"Success let one realize it's potential"

O level will let me know my potential. :)

Dear Kenneth,

5 more months. Make sure you do it! Look forward to 'O'.

Mother Tongue Oral

Tomorrow I will be taking my Mother Tongue Oral Examination. I hope that I would be able to score in oral. I'm not so worried about Mother Tongue oral.

Good luck to all the Oral takers! :D

Dear Kenneth,

You can make it. :)

O O O

Mother Paper 1 and 2 is approaching. I guess I'm quite ready for the paper? I hope that I can secure a A2 or A1 then i would just drop the subject and focus on my others.

Combined Humanities I don't understand a single thing about it but I will work hard at it once I had settle with my others subject.

No matter what, nothing is going to pull me down. I will apply DPA. I must give it a try! I don't care! I must get into POLYTECHNIC!

I shall win this game, O level.

Thank you, Mrs. Yap for the encouraging phrases. :)

Dear Kenneth,

You are not going down, up!

Oh, curious?! :)

My compo

There were always bruises on Xiao Ming’s hands. Whenever he went to school, his friends would questioned him what had happened to his hands. Xiao Ming would always faked into a smile and reply,

“I had a fall yesterday when I’m on my way home.”

Most of his friends did not fully believed his reasons. Always, Xiao Ming would suddenly started crying in the class.

After class, Mr. Yang who was Xiao Ming’s form teacher wanted to know the reasons why Xiao Ming was crying during his lesson, all he did was remained silent. Mr. Yang asked Xiao Ming to go off while he went to the staff’s room and phone Xiao Ming’s parents but to no available. Mr. Yang got worried as Xiao Ming was behaving unusually.

The next day, Xiao Ming was drawing a devil in a house on a foolscap paper. Then, Mr. Yang knew something was wrong in Xiao Ming’s house. Mr. Yang decided to have a home visit to Xiao Ming’s house on Saturday, without letting Xiao Ming knows what’s he planning to do.

Saturday approached, when Mr. Yang stepped out of the lift. He could hear Xiao Ming’s screaming and crying out loud. He followed the screaming and soon he arrived the house where the screaming was coming from. The door were shut, Mr. Yang grew curious and he peeked at the window. The shock engulfed Mr. Yang, he saw Xiao Ming’s father was beating up Xiao Ming terribly. Mr. Yang was so angry that his blood boiled and he wanted to rush in to save Xiao Ming but he knew that if he did that, Xiao Ming would gotten more beating. Thus, Mr. Yang waited for Monday to come.

The first time Mr. Yang did on Monday was waiting for Xiao Ming to enter the school gate. Soon enough, a boy walking towards the school gate. Mr. Yang was not really sure if that was Xiao Ming as the boy was facing the floor as he was walking. As the boy got nearer and nearer, Mr. Yang confirmed that he was Xiao Ming.

“Xiao Ming, Good morning!”

“Good morning! Sir!” he replied with joy.

Mr. Yang thought it was a good time to ask why were there so much bruises. As soon as he questioned about those bruises, Xiao Ming froze into a icy statue.

Terror gripped his whole being. Mr. Yang told Xiao Ming not to be afraid and tell him what’s going on. After much persuasion, Xiao Ming begins to speak and slowly more and more. His Dad was a alcoholic, he started to be like this after his wife had passed away. Whenever he got drunk, he would bash Xiao Ming up. Xiao Ming did not blamed his dad, trying to be positive.

“We must always try to put ourselves into others’ shoes right?”

Mr. Yang understood how the child was feeling. Xiao Ming was not trying to be positive, he was running away from the truth that his dad had become abusive.

Mr. Yang went to for a home visit again. This time round, time were different. Xiao Ming’s dad was looking fine. He even greeted Mr. Yang when he saw him. Mr. Yang had arranged a councilor for Xiao Ming’s dad and he hopes that Xiao Ming’s dad would not be so abusive and Xiao Ming would grow up in a good enviroment.

The End

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Since I got nothing to post. This will be my post of the day. WHAT A NOOB COMPO BY ME. -.-"

Dear Kenneth,

It starts from now. :)

25 phrases

ah, flies.
:)
Yeah! :D

25 phrases of the day;

1. she was a bundle of nerves
2. Outburst of anger
3. Rage with anger
4. We were having a whale of a time
5. The news on the radio stunned us all
6. He gritted his teeth in anger
7. He nodded grinly
8. Ecstatic
9. Sarcastic grin
10. I was so cold that I could hear the chattering of my teeth
11. He flew into rage
12. His jokes were lame and pathetic
13. My knees went weak
14. Sweaty palms
15. I drew in my breathe
16. I crawled into myself
17. Hysterical laughter
18. She got hysterical
19. My hands grew clammy
20. He was dumbfounded
21. Fun and frolic was the order of the day
22. Terror gripped his whole being
23. Delicate evening
24. Panic engulfed him
25. The shock engulfed him
    
26. He was so angry that his blood boiled
27. Anger from crease her forehead
28. I froze into a icy statue
29. Decisive action had always been his forte
30. She cried her heart out
31. He went mad with joy
32. His body showed signs of fatigue

That's all I can memorized. (LOL)

Good luck to me for English Test. :X

Tired.

Dear Kenneth,

You went mad with those phrases.

Give it all

Part of those letters. ;)

Ting came to my house and we played DotA the whole day. Well, tomorrow planing would be studying all the way.

Chemistry half way through with TYS but English assignment memorising of 25 phrases(again)

Mrs Yap keep motivate us to get L1 R4 10points. It's like so different for me loh. Whatever it is, I will do my every best for "O" since I'm only taking once in my lifetime so why don't I just do my best for the first and last time? :D

I need to believe that I would be able to do it!

Dear Kenneth,

Go on, don't stop.

:D

畫沙

Thanks to those people who wrote to me! :D

Appreciated.

Sorry for not writing to you all! :X

No turning back

Conflict.

Since I had come so far, I decided to put in effort to study.

Today didn't really able to absorb much. I think it's because of not sleeping well last night. After school went for speech day rehearsal. Before the rehearsal I was trying out my pants and none of them fit, until the very last minute I managed to find one! :)

Thanks to FIRDAUS!

Went to library, studied and didn't manage to absorb much too. Oh noo..

Dear Kenneth,

Be strong. :D

I had my hair cut at Kimage on Saturday with Joseph.

Suddenly I don't feel like ushering for Speech day! Oh noo... Never mind, there are Fir and Qi to usher with me!

I'm going to "Chiong" for my Mid year. Heard that DPA is based on Mid year. So I had to be like Qi, try anything that secures you in a Poly! :D

Let's work hard! I'm ready for tomorrow! :)

5A1 Study hard!

Dear Kenneth,

You will shine one day. :)

Time flies

My dearest grandma is still in NUH. She is going for an operation, I just can't accept the fact that she is going for an operation? She was a healthy person. These few days can't really sleep well at night.

So much to worry yet I can't do a thing to help. I still so worried about my English. I don't have the confidence to speak for oral.

I'm seriously so stress. It's already April. 6 more months to GCE O?

I don't think I'm ready for it.

STRESS TO THE MAX!

Dear Kenneth,

Hold on, Success is on the way.

...

Dearest Grandma,

Get well soon. 5 more days and you can come home. Please be strong. I beg you.

You are one of the most important people in my life.

I can't lose you.

:)

So many things to be done yet I'm lazy. English 25 phrases, I shall memorise by Wednesday!

Dear Kenneth,

Study hard please! Don't be lazy lah! just bear with it and things will be over soon! :D

All the best! :)

Do I look good with hat?

First photo with a hat! :D

I felt like this weekend I did nothing! Oh no, I'm feeling guilty right now. I almost forget to do my English homework. Lucky GANESH reminded me! THANKS! :D

Okay, Mummy and bro had fix a date for K session. It will be on every Friday I think. *Happy* *Happy*

English Oral is coming! I know in my heart that I'm not prepared at all. Oh no, I don't want to disappoint Mdm. Mala!

Dear Kenneth,

PLEASE STUDY HARD! THIS YEAR IS VERY CRUCIAL!!

把不可能变可能，

K box

Okay, played with bro's webcam again.

My nose look ugly to the max but it's okay. I'm considered fortunate, at least I'm a fine boy.

Tomorrow will be going gym with Ryan and Ahmad then Ryan's house? Won't be playing over there but will be doing my TYS instead.

Coughing non stop since I ended the K session with Mummy and Bro. Today don't really have voice to sing but overall still okay.

My throat is not feeling well. I guess I need to drink plenty of water.

Dear Kenneth,
Please study hard. :)

WOOHOO!

When I got home,
"I have received 罗志祥 tickets" said mummy.

Friday K-box sessions with family but my voice doesn't seen to be in the right condition. Hopefully, my voice will become better before Friday!

I spent around 1 hour plus to digest the POA question!

Although I still don't understand some parts of it. Sooner or later I will be able to catch up!

"Kenneth, you can get A2. I got confidence in you"

Thanks, Ms Cheong.
I will definitely "CHEONG" for POA!

JIAYOU! :D

7 more months

Oh man, can someone just help me to improve my English? I'm so lost when madam. Mala told us to record our own voice for picture discussion.

What I did was crapping and Amenda was laughing so happily. I'm really jealous of those people who can really speak well.

I'm not so worried about Mother Tongue's Oral. I believe I can score distinction for it!

ALRIGHT, MR. KENNETH HUANG KAIXIANG! YOU PROMISED MRS.YAP YOU WILL BE GOOD BOY THIS YEAR AND WON'T BE THINKING OF HAVING BGR! SO YOU HAVE TO KEEP YOUR PROMISE! MRS.YAP DON'T ALLOW ME TO HAVE GIRLFRIEND! HAHAHA!

7 more months only!

It's nearer

Return home from school around 5pm, after that went to bath and do my Maths TYS. I'm so freaking tired!

So tonight I will sleep early! I should at least have 8 hours of sleep if not the next day my brain will be like suffocating.

Mrs. Yap came to speak to Ming and me.
"You all cannot have a girlfriend now!"
"we don't have one now"
"Good, you all should focus for the last 7 months."
"Yeah!"

Mrs.Yap doesn't want us to have a girlfriend right now. So yeah, I'm not finding any girls until end of the year! :D

This whole week schedule very tight!

Tuesday, POA tuition
Wednesday, Checking of class dairy.
Thursday, I have wedding dinner to attend.
Friday, out with mother to K-box?
Saturday, Gym with Ryan.

Alright, PACKED!

I did my promise, I came home early today and this will continue to carry on!



And I said goodbye to a friend without knowing the reason why.

Party

Shi Ting's surprise birthday party!

Sweet? Couplewannabe. :D

Group photo! :D

March holidays will be ending at 12am. I got a feeling after this I will be super busy with school work.

Alright, as I had promise Mummy that I will head home as soon as I finished my lesson. However, if somedays I need to stayback and help my weaker friends in some subjects. I would still stayback.

O's for Mother Tongue is coming soon~ Oh noo. I need to buck up! come on, at least an A2! :D

I don't know if I would be struggling for POA. I hope not? All I can say to myself is, focus on lessons.

Kenneth Huang,

You can do it! :D

Oh no...

I'm attracting the wrong sex.

Mirror

When I looked into the mirror,

Mirror: Hi, Fat boy.
Me: Yeah, I look fat.
Mirror: Oh, don't be sad. There are many fat people in this world. You are not the only one.
Me: I know but I seen to lost something important?
Mirror: The spark in your eyes had gone.
Me: Hmmm... maybe there is something pulling me back?
Mirror: Be yourself,

Sometimes I really hate looking into the mirror. I will wondered why my face look so stupid? There is something I'm sad about. My English hadn't improve a singe bit,

I know, the truth hurts.

Tomorrow going for Delwin's birthday. I'm not bringing present, Oh no...

Whole day forced myself to do homework and had done most of it.
Left with English Summary, 30 Phrases and memorising of the letter writing formats. I really had nothing better to do so I came to blog some nonsense.

Study first, BGR come later. :)

Clubbing

Yesterday night went clubbing but half way through I went off with some of my buddies. We find it was too boring for us. Now I know that I'm not those type of people who can go club. I'm those prefer ballroom than pub?

However, Ryan and Firdaus sure had enjoyed themselves. They danced and danced through out. When I was in taxi,

Ryan: Go home already?
Me: Yeah, too boring for me lei.
Ryan: You never dance mah.
Me: Yeah, dance a bit still boring.
Ryan: Wa, you don't those chiong type la.

Somehow I agreed,
now I have to go eat my brunch and a pile of homework is waiting for me to complete. :(

Kenneth Huang,
Jiayou! :D





let go then. bye

I'm back!

I'm back from Bintan trip!

I didn't really communicate with the children over there as I can't speak Malay and they can't understand English. That explains why I didn't cry when we left the school. Moreover, I was quite angry about some stuff.

Alright, since I'm back in Singapore. I shouldn't think of those unpleasant moments in Bintan. Soon enough, we will step down and concentrate on 'O' level! This ORDINARY Level Examination is so fucked up!

Later 5pm need to go school for Bintan debrief and then off to clubbing I guess? Should I bring my clothes in a bag and then change it at Ming's house? Not really sure.

Tomorrow! I will clear my homework latest by tomorrow! Saturday would be going to Delwin's birthday party at his dad's restaurant.

Might not be posting Bintan's trip photos as I looked ugly at all photos.

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Clubbing later on,

"Sir, what would you like to drink?"

Me: Strawberry Milk, thanks.


ROFL!!



if people try to sour it, I will have to sweeten it with all my might or let go? :)
You tell me.

2 more days,

Okay, I have a fucked up hair.

I am not going to cut my hair anymore la. Whenever I look at the mirror it starts to crack.

Started to pack my bag for Bintan. 2 more days to go,

bye Singapore. ;)

I don't really know what to pack too.

To my SC group,

I am silent all day long, not contributing ideas and so on. I really got no ideas and I know I am a fucked up SC. Today our group would be successful it's because of the members in it and not me.

Yeah, Apologise for not giving ideas. I just won't wish to talk rubbish.

Sorry.

Tiring day

Super Tired,

1st time Ganesh sleeping beside me! :x

POA POA POA,

Hang in there

It's 8 March.

Time flies, O level is approaching. Time is running out for me. Hopefully after this Bintan trip, I would be able to go home early and step out from SC stuffs.

I'm suffocating with those meeting.

"Hang in there, Kenneth. Success is on the way."

:D

:D

Kenneth Kenneth, Study hard. :)

Slacking with Ryan at his farm was great! :D

No other way out

Forcing myself to read story book and listen to English news.

I got lousy Vocabulary and stuffs. Seriously, hope that I would at least secure a B4 for English!

At the same time, I should work hard for all my other subjects too.

At times, I would wonder if there wasn't any stress for me. How would I improve?

(hopefully by thinking this way would motivate myself)

Bintan trip at 12 March.

Hope that I will be able to throw all my troubles there and come back happily!

TROUBLES, YOU SHALL FOLLOW ME TO BINTAN AND THEN YOU WILL STAY THERE! :D

I was lying on the bed, flipping through my file and I saw my target setting. It's way too far from what I wanted. Perhaps, I should lower my aims.

Wondering where would I be going if I am getting this type of result for O level?

"I won't allow myself to go to ITE since I had made it to Sec 5." I always said this to myself but am I really working hard? I doubt so.

Staring at the monitor...

Alright, I am really fine now. I didn't think of you anymore. Life goes on. :D

Try harder

English result: 12/25

Flunk that paper. Mala said it was an average paper but I still flunk it, if I can't handle an average paper like this. What about O's? I wondered...

Recess played basketball, Alright my basketball skill sucks to the max. Won't be playing back basketball I guess, Mother doesn't like it too.

Summary of the result I got,

English- 12/25

Maths- 37/50

Physics- 20/30

Chemistry- 19/30

History- 9/25

Mother Tongue- 37/65

All my results are on the borderline. Mr. Lim asked me about my History, I told him I got 9marks.

"WA! 9 marks ah! Good, from 1 mark to 9 marks. It's a 800% improvement."

I don't know he's being sarcastic or not but this sentence really cheer up me a lot. Thank you. :D

I saw the sticker that was paste on my Maths paper,

"YOU ACED IT!"

This was the best encouragement, Thank you so much, Mrs.Ho. Although I am not one of your student but you did gave me encouragement!

My English still sucks, O passage really can kill me.

POA tuition from 7.30Pm to 9.30PM! WOOHOOO! Hope to ACE my POA! :D

After all, I still get a D7 for ENGLISH -.-"

让我在梦里跟你说我的秘密。

Home

"When Monday comes, It's time to work."

Whole day slacking at home. After doing Mala's Vocabulary worksheet went to sleep. That Vocabulary worksheet had sucked up all my brain juices! :(

Stone Stone Stone Stone....

Hope this year quickly pass as soon as possible. 7 more months and all the things are OVER!

What I need to do now is.... ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE TO THE VERY END! :D

I want to sit at the front row! I don't care! :X

习惯就好，是我看不到分手预兆。

Time to wake up

"Am I really going to get such grades for my O?"

After receiving Maths and Mother Tongue paper, I guess it's time to wake up!

Maths I wanted 85% but I got only 74%. I did reflect where goes wrong and it's careless mistakes which pull me down by 8 marks! If not, it would be 85%! (don't feel disheartened, you can do it!)

Mother Tongue, I managed to pass the test but overall only 50.25%! which is a C6? There is one paper early in the week pulled me down a lot! (JIAYOU!)

Physics I think no A1, Chemistry hope at least a B3? English, PLEASE LET ME PASS!(which I know I won't!)

I can't even know how to do a Secondary 2 vocabulary! see how "cool" am I? (what a disgrace!)

I must really really STUDY HARD FOR O LEVEL!

Meeting Weiye and Jasmine later. Might be staying over at Weiye house? ZAIZAI! HERE I COME! WOOOHOO!!! :D

Sometimes, I don't really like to hear bad stuffs about you. All I wanted to keep in my memory was the girl who I can talk and play with. You really changed but at least I know that I once met a good girl and it had been captured in my memories. :D

Be yourself, if this is the real you. I'm speechless...

If you are really happy now, I am happy for you. :)

24 Feb

All I have to do for English is to PRACTICE!

• PRACTICE speaking English
• PRACTICE writing more composition
• PRACTICE doing more comprehension

Physics test was SCREWED UP! I know I won't get A1 for Physics, those questions which contain more marks I have all the wrong answers.

I hope I will improve for the next coming up exams.

2-3 months more to ORAL EXAMINATIONS! I really hope to do well for both of my Oral to at least secure a B4 for English! :(

WISH ME ALL THE BEST OKAY!!!! :D

(you changed to someone I don't know.. I don't want to care anymore...)

我累惨了！

累惨了！真希望O考试能快点结束！

Outing with Dad.

“爱只有简单笔画，却比想想象中复杂”。

I SERIOUSLY LOVE MY DAD TO THE MAX!

Woke up in the morning and checked phone, no message as usual. (you had forgotten about me?)

I wasn't in a very good mood. Last minute, no tuition. I thought I was going to be at home the whole day but Dad reach home and told me that he is accompanying me since I did not have tuition today.

He drove me to Bugis area and went around. Thanks for accompanying me. YOU ARE A GREAT FATHER!

After Dad return to shop then Uncle drove me, bro, Jos, Jos's mother and Justin to Sembangwan for Chinese New Year dinner. Dinner was quite normal but it doesn't really have the atmosphere! Each year the atmosphere is getting lesser.

CA is around the corner, Kenneth Huang KaiXiang, you must buck up! :D

YES, I WILL!

小孩

"You are like a child, frowning.. Suddenly smiling".

That's was what Mummy told me. Somehow I agreed with her, I am still a LITTLE childish. She was not the first one who told me that. Someone told me too.

YOU BETTER STUDY HARD! :DDDDDD

Tomorrow school resume, It's time! :D

Chinese New Year

"What a boring Chinese New Year"

This year no visiting of relatives' houses and saying "GONG XI FA CAI".

Today K-box session with mummy and grandma, didn't really have the voice to sing as recently throat is not really well but it was still fun. When the bill came in, there was no fun at all! It was quite expensive.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAD!

Please slim down, you are really very fat and it's unhealthy you know! You are getting old thus, you must stay fit! :D I got a great dad who support me in everything I do. THANK YOU! :D

CA1 is coming real soon. I hope this time Math will get at least a 85% if not I will be so disappointed. :(

THANKS MUMMY FOR THE $50.

3 years ago

"Back to 3 years ago."

That feeling was 3 years ago I had it.

Suay

My whole day was screwed up! I was having headache all day long and then reach home ate quarter of a century egg.

Shall not post much. Tomorrow not lessons for all Record Breaking Students.

PIMPLES

I HATE RASH ON MY FACE! :(

I REALLY HATE RASH!

Chinese New Year is around the corner. I shall not eat too much of those New Year goodies. I'm suffering now! Pimples all popping out all of sudden. The thing which irritates me the most is the pinkish patch on my face. It's so itchy. :(

I was attending the motivation workshop all the way to 4pm. It's so tiring, went for SC meeting. I did not help but used my "eye power".

I talk to Mr. Lim for quite awhile, really want to thanks him for listening to me. I felt so much better after talking to him. Once again, Thank you Mr. Lim Ming Yang!

:)

"Deteriorate"

So random yet I am posting it. I just find this word quite nice.

Early in the morning, went straight to Grandpa's house and do those praying as today is my great grandma's 100th day death anniversary. I hope she is happy at the other 'world'.

Somehow I am still disappointed in my Maths. I didn't managed to secure an A1. I would need more practice then!

Those unhappy things were settled! I'm really happy. After these 3 days of motivation talk. It's time for me to do revising and study hard for CA1. It's coming real soon. :D

Hoping that my English will improve every single day! :D

那就这样吧

Tomorrow reunion dinner at maternal grandparent's house, should be eating quite a lot but now my stomach is not feeling well. :(

Hope that tomorrow my stomach will be okay.

I will be fine

I don't like the feeling!

It really affected my studies!

I felt so down and a trifle of disappointment. :(

Never disappoint myself again!

Thanks people for accompanying me to Lot 1 today!

14 blades with bro, Jos and Mummy. :D

Gone

"Finally, it's gone"

I thought things would be fine for me. I just don't understand why when I saw you with him. My heart breaks. This sucks.

I shall not care anymore. Main focus for this year is O level!

English passage is so difficult for me, I knew I would suffered for English.

I think I will, I would, I should, I can and I must be alright. No matter what happen after O then I will think of it. Now only STUDIES!

Finally I think I got the momentum of doing Math. I managed to complete all assignment given by Mrs. Yap.

Chemistry and Physics still need to buck up!

Don't worry people, I am alright. Thanks for consoling me. I am seriously alright. This ain't the first time it's like this. Used to it...

习惯就好

Complicated

"Sometimes, it's not as simple as you think"

Currently trying to get the momentum on doing Maths. My mind had stop working and somehow rusty, don't worry I will get it fixed as soon as possible.

As usual, I am still lost in Combined Humanities. No matter how I read the textbook, those important points won't get into my mind. If it got in, it would be too short for my Structured Essay Question (SEQ)

I am trying hard on Chinese too! I hope that I will get at least A2 for O!

I don't think that I had improved my English as the way I answered comprehension questions just suck to the max!! I can't speak fluently, as if something choked on my throat. All the best to me!

School tomorrow, Excused from all Physical Education lessons as I am having super sensitive skin!

戒色

That's what I am going to do this year.

Thank You Mrs Yap. :)

习惯就好

:)

Back to post, I am really busy during week days.

Mdm. Mala gave us a essay title "Saying Goodbye" I went onto internet and search for some information before I started writing. See? I am hardworking! :D

Finally, I found a girl who motivate me to study. I guess it's time to get serious. No more holiday mood!

I promise that I will work hard for my 'O' and I will not disgrace my parents and those teachers who are teaching me! :D

As usual, trying hard to improve my English. Somehow some words I just can't get the pronunciation right. Is it because there is space between my teeth and I am a bit of 'Lao Hong'. That doesn't matter, I am ready to study for 'O'.

I am now super weak in Science! trying hard to understand hope that I will get an A1 and delicate this A1 to MR.LEE KWOK WEI!! but for now, I think it's hard. Well, buck up! :D

我喜欢你，明明就不是我心目中的人可是我就是喜欢你！

K

No mood to study. Jiayou! :D

Ep3

Birthday girl in teal colour shirt.

Hohoho!
:)
Where are Joseph and I? Yellow = Joseph Red= Me
FUNNY?! ROFLLL!!!!

Okay, this look super duper cui. I was talking on the phone and then someone take a photo!

Alright, Don't post this to the Newspaper! Hoho! Too tired.

Those picture were taken during Cai Ling's birthday! Hohoho!~

Alright, tomorrow school reopens and I don't know what to bring. Will an empty bag do? There is attire check too! Oh no, hope things will be fine for me yeah? :D

Hmmm, tomorrow need to bring Sec 1 students around the school and bonding? Oh dear, I don't even know how my partner look like. Liyena? Hope she is a social girl and the group I am taking, please be good boys and girls! :D HOHOHO! YOU DON'T LIKE IT WHEN I'M ANGRY! :X

Alright, time is up. I got to go!~

Ep1

1st day of 2010!