I'm single

Back to this little space of mine. Well, I'm back to single again. Feeling happy or sad? I don't know but I know I made the right choice. I have to face the reality that some things can't be forced. I mean, when I know things are not going to work the way I wanted it to be it is already pointless to carry on. I hope she will find someone better to take care of her! All the best to her.

I'm here trying to slim down but always failing. I don't know why, when I wanted to stop eating. The very next moment I will eat a lot more than I expected. F*cked up stomach! Hopefully from tomorrow onwards I can control my diet! If not my poor legs are having a hard time carrying my body weight. So poor thing.

At the moment, I don't feel like going into any relationship as I need a break. Somehow I got tired how r/s works. I think I'm still not mature for this thing, perhaps after a while I think I'm ready I will find myself a miss. Right.

I just can't wait for 17 Oct 2011 to arrive, yes. It's my BIRTHDAY! I want to go to BBDC in the morning to register for my license. Well, Jiayou for my current studies!

减肥

最近的我在减肥！好辛苦哦！好希望能赶快瘦下来因为很快的我又要开学了。 我一直很想改变自己，让自己能变的瘦和健康！每次和朋友去海边玩我都好羡慕他们可以脱衣然后再沙滩上玩而我只能。。。。 对我来说面子也很重要！我不能接受别人取笑我，我会难过惨了！所以，我这次真的要拼了！ 不能在让别人笑了！加油，黄凯翔！

又要过年啦~

很快的农历新年又要到了，今年和去年一样不能吃团圆饭。明年开始就能吃啦！最近的我忙着运动，希望能赶快瘦下来。4月，等着看！

现在的我不希望想太多只想好好地瘦下。因为我好不喜欢别人叫我肥仔！

一句话，4月。

天啊！我肥惨啦~

现在的我已90kg啦！好难想像我在乱吃，我就会变成以前的我。好恐怖哦！

所以，现在开始我真的要减肥咯！我不希望有人看见我时说，嗨！胖子或肥仔！

黄凯翔啊黄凯翔不要变成以前的你啊！加油！

ENDING就放我的偶像的照片吧！罗志祥！

帅惨啦！

衰惨啦！

早上和爸去四马路吃早餐回家在路上出了意外，幸好我跟爸都没事！谢天谢地啦~

衰惨啦！是不是？

这是第一个车祸发生在我。吓惨啦！

今天没什么心情所以就写道这吧！ ENDING还是要放我的照片！

我回来啦！

一眨眼考试也考完啦！这次的考试让我肥了不少。是时候减肥啦！现在的我胖惨了！好像一只猪哦！

现在正在享受假期。多数的朋友和雄的都在做工，可是我类？却在家里享受。哈哈！就快要变宅男咯！

很快的2010又要过了，时间也过的太快了吧？ 希望我可以上POLY.

ENDING就放一张我的照片吧！

怎样？帅惨啦！：X

will be back after my O.

Wondering I would update this blog.

I doubt so.

Going for FIFA final?

I am not sure but it sounds interesting to me. However, the next day I would be having my Oral. So, I don't think that I am going to watch it.

ORAL ORAL ORAL!

I AM SICK

Real SICK!

Del,Me and Ryan

Had fun at Del's restaurant! :D

FUN

Dined at Del's restaurant. :D

Hair cut

After school went to plaza Kimage to have my hair cut. I think it was a successful one? However, I think I had grow fatter. It's time to control my diet yeah?

Stupid June holidays, made people fat only! :@

Went for tuition at 7pm, interesting tuition I had with my friends. Reached home quickly went to bath and eat dinner.

I'm going to pack my bag and soon head off to bed! :)

Not really sure if tomorrow I'm going for the concert Esparanza? If I'm tired, I would stay at home and finish up all my work!

Friday, Dinner with Del and Ryan! :D

12 July 2010, that's the date.

Dear Kenneth,

It's coming...

School

1 month of June holidays is coming to an end at 12 am. Alright, what I had did for this holiday? Let me see...

I did some revision and I think now I had forgotten everything.

Tomorrow is the first day of term three. Would I be able to concentrate without Mrs. Yap nagging and reminding me at all times? Would this Maths teacher be as motherly as Mrs. Yap? I don't know. I really hate Mrs. Yap leaving the school. She is like a mother to me and I shared a lot of feelings for her. I always told her what I am thinking, she would always smile back to me and tell me I can do it. She is indeed a great teacher.

She told me before leaving,

"anything you can always look up for Mr. Lim."

As usual, if I'm feeling troubled. I would find Mr. Lim but he also have his own students to attend to. Oh dear, why are all these happening in my last year of school? I must really leave here. I cannot let Mrs. Yap down!!

Dear Kenneth,

You better do what you suppose to do! I WARN YOU!

No photo

Morning woke up and organized my homework as I'm passing it on Monday. 1 more day and school is reopening. I hope I would be able to absorb more in school and stop day dreaming. I cannot afford to let anyone who have faith in me doing well disappointed.

As Mrs. Yap had told me, during term 3. I had to be on my top form and get ready for prelims and stuffs.

Oral is approaching real soon. I hope I'm ready for it. Come on, Kenneth! you can do it! :)

All the best!!

Went to grandma's house to eat dinner. I had noticed that recently I'm eating too much meat. So ya, it's time to cut down on meat and meals! :)

Dear Kenneth,

Get yourself prepared! :)

24/6/2010

When I was using my phone, as I scrolled down the calendar. I told myself, I left with 4 more months? Like I expected, June holidays will end in no time and here comes July.

July, there would be many things for me to do. First thing first, Ordinary Level Oral Examination for both languages!

I hope I would be able to do well and get a distinction for it! I hope that by now, I'm more confident than before yeah? :D

I really need to communicate with Weiqi & co as most of the times they are speaking English. Although at times, my pronunciation sucks but ya. No choice! :(

I'm still left with English and some part of POA? Tomorrow I really need to organize everything. If not I wouldn't know what I had done. All those papers are like lying around in my room. So tomorrow I shall organize my stuffs and get myself prepared for school which is starting real soon! :)

Dear Kenneth,

Once again, you are getting the momentum. All you needed was time! :D

Sunburn

:)

I'm suffering from sunburn! Top part of my shoulder and arms hurt but it's okay. I shall be tan after this! I'm not longer a white boiled chicken! LOL! :)

Update later...

Tired..

sad

Zaizai, I wish you were here with me. :(

I'm sad. I'm really sad. The girl I love had gone for holidays and not coming back anymore. I hope she will take care of herself. She is out of my life now. Everything she did are like illusions to me.

Hope tomorrow Sentosa trip, I would be happy!

I wanted thanks Ryan, Delwin and Seraphina for drinking with me. Thanks Sera for lending me Delwin to drink with me. :) When I'm down, 3 of you were there for me. I really appreciate it a lot. When 3 of you are sad, just give me a call. I will try to make you all happy! :D

I would just be back to my old Kenneth yeah! :D HOHO! Although it's hard. I know I can. I will be STRONG!

Dear Kenneth,
Treat everything were just a illusion. She wasn't meant for you. You had try your best but it didn't turn out well. Don't be sad. Move on with your life! :D You will be stronger and stronger!! :D

Painting

Zaizai sey!~

Spent my whole day painting my living room. From Grey to Lily White. It wasn't a easy job but it looks like it's easy. I'm so tiring. I guess tonight I will have a good rest since I'm so tired. :D

Tomorrow morning paint another half of the living room and afternoon time, I think I'm meeting Ryan to buy clothes for Sentosa outing? I don't know. I just know that I go there and show off my fats while others like them are there to attracts babes! Isn't it a sad thing for me?

One day, Fir and I going to have 6 pacs and we will be like walking on the beach half naked and then a bunch of gays came running towards us. Oh wait, that's a wrong thinking. -.-"

Anyway, I just hope myself would get a little more tan and burn off my bloody fats! :( FATS, I hate you! I need to get rid of you! But I just ate Macdonald for dinner. I'm feeling so guilty now. Seriously, shouldn't had eat that much la. Any kind hearted souls would like to volunteer themselves to remind me not to eat so much? I would greatly appreciate it! :D

Overall, today was a great day for me yeah. Although whole day painting and there wasn't any news. So, no news equal to good news yeah? HOHO! :D

I think I'm posting too much. It's getting naggy. Okay, end here.

I miss you,

hey! It's not you. IT"S ZAIZAI! :D

Dear Kenneth,

Go ahead and ask it! Don't be afraid yeah? Come'on buddy! :D

Sleeping early

I shall upload every photo of ZaiZai and me for each post until I used up all! :D

Today whole day busy shifting house furniture. I guess Saturday I need to paint my house living room. Oh no.. It's going to be very tiring, but since I'm having my holidays. I shall help out!

Alright, somehow I started to miss ZAIZAI!

ZAIZAIZAIZAIZAIZAIZAIZAIZAIZAI!!! ZAI!!! Opps!

Dear Kenneth,

A brand new one. :D